I think I need a hug, and I think that no one else is online, so I am talking to myself...so don't bother reading this...
TODAY HAS BEEN HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It Kinda went like this, van breaks down in the middle of public road at night, me and 2 of my bros have to push it like 100 yards (that part was fun
). We go searching for van on ebay, LSN ect... Find a van...turns out the van is in another state...really close to some amazing friends that we don't get to see very often, maybe once every 1-2 years...I am really exited...someone has to go and get the van in our only other vehicle, a car... so my mom, oldest brother have to go to check it out...okay right...and she decides to take 2 more people along (the car can hold 5)...yesterday I find out that I am not one of them
...instead they are taking my 2 brothers younger than me....the youngest has not even met theses friends...and the other was like 8 when he saw them last...and the reason I am not going...because I have to take care of the animals (dogs cats ect... yeah we like animals
) even tho there are 2 other people who are staying who are perfectly capable of taking care of them....and so even tho there was room in the car for me to go, and even tho we only get to see these peeps once every 1-2 years...I was left behind...and you know what, whats worse is both my brothers going wanted me 2 go...so now I am depressed...well anyways, I will see you in around 1 1/2 years: Wesley, (Dude you are awesome) Katlin, (I think the first girl to have a crush* on me and maybe still does
and maybe that's why I am depressed I won't know for another year or so
) Clorissa, (Awesome but no crush*
) Alisa, (Yep crush*
) Hannalore, (Lol what are you thinking she is like 7, very cute though and practically perfect in every way...yeah she likes me
) Angus, (dude you are too cool, and for what its worth when I said that you were my Angus steak burger I was only joking
) Guenevere, (other than the fact that last time I saw you, you were just learning to talk...well your awesome too.) okay believe it or not there are 9 kids in there family (I know WOW right
) so to the rest of you, Sup, you are awesome, see you in about a year
well if anyone took the time to read my excruciatingly long post and understood it
thanks and sorry for the long post, I just had to tell someone.
and to the rest of you, HUG!!!, and I need a hug.
*Please note that just incase any of you are on this forum and reading this
well I am not saying that I have a crush on you to (Although that may be a distinct possibility
)
